"and all the stupid things i do have absolutely no reflection on how i feel about you
how i feel about....you"
...Cause all i want (but wanted) to do is please you and please myself by living my life too.
Sometimes even a simple song can tell a lot about two people.
Hurt
Peace
Flesh
Kiss
Laugh
Bite
Swallow
Fight
Smell
Touch
Holler
Hide
Loving
Betrayal
Run
Cry

Life should be easier.Why isn't it?I don't know.. sometime it just happens that you find yourself stuck in an overwhelming bunch of disgraceful, unwanted, sticky shit.
Yep life is like a chocolate box, but who the hell ate all the good chocs!! Arrrghhh!!!
My father told me that i wasted a year doing nothing, not writing my thesis. Yeah right daddy, here is your dummy daughter, the one who's good only to waste your dough. Yea the one who got a bf too early. The one who thinks more about "How to become a famous singer in 5 moves" than about finding a good, assured job.
The one who's never wanted to stay home and waste her time in that tiny, grey city populated by fools.
Yeah maybe you're right Father, i'm that child of yours.
But maybe, father i'm someone you'll never get to know because of your narrow mind.
A whole new scale of colours, a shiny messy little star glowing in the universe of things you never considered. You b/w eyed human.
I'm your blood, an arrow shot from the bow of your love, but another is the horizon i'm running to. Let me be me.

Your full-time working brand manager assistant (aka Slave) and writer of thesis and part-time (part what?!?) singer and half-of-a-part-time-photographer Sara.

F.O.

it's not right.
nothing is right. not a word nor concept.
why can't we be ok together.
why can't we be friends.
why can't i kiss you without feeling sorry.
why must i feel like a whore in your bed.
it's not right, you know it.
it's not the best choice for us both.
it could be better,
easier and happier.
but the easy way it's not our style.
i know i'll miss you
you too, you know.
every day in every breath
i'll feel the wound
i'll talk to it
cherish and hurt
to make it last longer
a visible trace of my past
every stitch, every hour
every breath of my invisible life
you'll be there as a ghost
guiding me all throw my path
i love you, you know it's not loyal
i'm not yours, and never will be.
but you're such an angel
your blood so sweet
let me cherish every day
that god blesses me with your memory

"..Lucifer was upset because God the Father made Lucifer's brother, Jesual, the Son. From his head, he gave birth to Sin, and by copulating with her, fathered Death. He was then cast out of heaven..."

How fascinating...

" We never seem to find peace of mind..."