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"and all the stupid things i do have absolutely no reflection on how i feel about you how i feel about....you" ...Cause all i want (but wanted) to do is please you and please myself by living my life too. Sometimes even a simple song can tell a lot about two people. Hurt Peace Flesh Kiss Laugh Bite Swallow Fight Smell Touch Holler Hide Loving Betrayal Run Cry

Life should be easier.Why isn't it?I don't know.. sometime it just happens that you find yourself stuck in an overwhelming bunch of disgraceful, unwanted, sticky shit. Yep life is like a chocolate box, but who the hell ate all the good chocs!! Arrrghhh!!! My father told me that i wasted a year doing nothing, not writing my thesis. Yeah right daddy, here is your dummy daughter, the one who's good only to waste your dough. Yea the one who got a bf too early. The one who thinks more about "How to become a famous singer in 5 moves" than about finding a good, assured job. The one who's never wanted to stay home and waste her time in that tiny,

it's not right. nothing is right. not a word nor concept. why can't we be ok together. why can't we be friends. why can't i kiss you without feeling sorry. why must i feel like a whore in your bed. it's not right, you know it. it's not the best choice for us both. it could be better, easier and happier. but the easy way it's not our style. i know i'll miss you you too, you know. every day in every breath i'll feel the wound i'll talk to it cherish and hurt to make it last longer a visible trace of my past every stitch, every hour every breath of my invisible life you'll be there as a ghost guiding me all throw my path